Life is SHITTY

This couple of days have been an emotional roller coaster ride for me. Don't think its the cause and effect of any single thing or person but more so moodswings on a very large scale. I hate how this makes me feel, so inadequate and out of control.... :(

Maybe its the shows and books I have been reading tt is all so pro-feminist, independent and strong and its confusing me. Really. Or is this the after effects of bumming too much? Perhaps the pressure of moving onto the biggest part of my life? Or just me feeling old!!!!

Anyway, this is not a good time to be hooked onto 꽃보다 남자 but I likeeeeee!!!

You know I really like a show when hopeless me spend wks fretting on how to get the video streams into my Ipod. What?! I don't exactly hv a v cooperative sister or "help-me-download" friends ma. Sighs.

I hope sushi later can help me stop thinking.